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(Learning how to use iCloud photo sharing w some friends: I literally have no idea what I’m doing 😂 this weekend is crazy but it’s gonna be amazing!)
I really needed tonight. And this vibe. And these talks. And my best friends in the entire fucking world.
I just wrote two pages in my paper journal and I wanna keep going here. I feel so ALIVE tonight. Fuck. I love this feeling; live for it. This is peak happiness, right here. Being with the people who know all of your stories. The people whose words resound in your head on a daily basis, words from 15 years ago said out of love and friendship that you never forgot them.
Ten years since I’ve been here? It seriously feels like it’s been ten minutes. But also feels like another lifetime ago; another person ago. We’ll stand in the road and look at the stars and this is one of those frozen moments they speak about, where time just stops and all you are is now.
OHHH! was this the night in the camper in cardington?!
-The 1000th mile was beautiful today- winding down the road next to a river, sunroof open, a good song playing, in one of the quaintest tiny towns in the sad valley.
(Lined up the camera at the stoplight on mile 998 and took this without looking because there was literally nowhere to pull over.)
-I’m on day 3 of husband traveling, season 2 of Call the Midwife on Netflix, & I think book 3 or 4 of the week. Reading 2 series at once, & I’m invested.
-I happen to be reading at the same pace & the same author as I did at this time last year. This time last year, we were traveling, & he is traveling this week. I’m trying not to dwell on the dates. It’s in a few days. I want to forget. It’s in the back of my head. That’s what happens when you pretend you don’t need saving. How can you not think about the first anniversary of the worst day?
i’m not looking forward to the first anniversary of my worst day. it’s not for a while yet, but ughhh.
